Time Is Running Out

My time left in New York is running out... and I can't tell if I'm excited, nervous, or both. I can't wait to see all my friends and I'm excited for the new school year, but I'm honestly extremely nervous about living out in the real world, having to deal with rent and bills and going grocery shopping and budgeting everything I do.... it's a little overwhelming.

And my job search has been pretty unsuccessful thus far. This Thursday is my last day with Gap - I'm not going to say it's my last day working for Gap altogether because you never know what the future will hold (I might have to come back and work for holiday.... I hope not though). I found the perfect job online at Metro, a small boutique in downtown State College, but they said the position isn't flexible with student schedules.... so that one's out the door.

But everything will work itself out. Life has been treating me pretty well recently (and by recently I mean the past few days so I literally mean recently), so I'm just going to try and stay hopeful. I just need to make it through one more week. One. More. Week. That shit is bananas. One more week and then I need to find a job... and start working out again - this morning I randomly signed up for my gym membership for next year and apparently it's active August 15th. Will I use it the week before everyone gets there? Probably not, but one can dream.

I'm sure this next week is going to fly by and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Hopefully it's an amazing thing, but you can never be too sure. All I know is I'm totally ready for what lays ahead (well, hopefully I am).